Oh, it’s just a little glimpse of the current situation. Just how many things can I find to blame myself for? I’m in that mode. It sucks. There’s nothing anyone says that I can’t make my fault. There are other variations or flavors of self-blame. What you ask? Well, there’s the “I’m no good,” “I can’t do anything right”, and “I’ll never get it right”.

I wonder how long this will continue. It’s completely automatic. I don’t feel like doing anything or talking to anyone.