Oh, it’s just a little glimpse of the current situation. Just how many things can I find to blame myself for? I’m in that mode. It sucks. There’s nothing anyone says that I can’t make my fault. There are other variations or flavors of self-blame. What you ask? Well, there’s the “I’m no good,” “I can’t do anything right”, and “I’ll never get it right”.

I wonder how long this will continue. It’s completely automatic. I don’t feel like doing anything or talking to anyone.

it seems like it has been a very long time since I last posted. Since then, my son has traveled to the East Coast for vacation with his dad. I have been busy dealing with myself. I’ve been in quite a mood lately. It comes and goes, but when it’s there, even I’m annoyed. I’m ready to start posting daily again, but I have no idea what to post. I’m not sure that all my complaining is worth the read. I’m even complaining about complaining…

Well this just confirms what you will find below if you scroll down to see my animated iTunes list.

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious. You are intelligent… but in a very unconventional way.You are curious about the world. You love doing something new. In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from. You are very physical. It’s likely that you’re athletic, but not into team sports. You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

Well, I havne’t written in awhile. My trip to see my family in Denver was really great. It wasn’t the typical “visit the family” experience. I’m keeping busy doing htings with my son. At least he still wants to do things together.

I hope. I had never heard of this conference before watching a documentary. Check out TED. It stands for Technology, Entertainment, Design. The slogan is “ideas worth spreading”. There are some really great ideas being created and implemented by people. I personally know people who have created organizations to make a difference in some area. I have never been able to pick just one. Also, I am more talented at creating the leaders who will begin these projects than actually running a project, no matter how large.

I hope everyone has a happy and safe 4th of July. It’s so dry here that I don’t expect fireworks. There haven’t been any fireworks ahead of the 4th.

I haven’t written much in the past few days. I haven’t made the time to write, and I have been sick from the smokey air. I did get some great sunset photos on Sunday though.