Why is it so much easier to focus on the negative or things that aren’t working than on all the things that do work? I find myself completely focesed on some things that aren’t working when if I look at the whole picture they are only minor. It seems that I take the smallest thing that I don’t like or appears to mean something is wrong and make it into a big issue.
This was playing n my head last night as I went to bed. I don’t know that there is any meaning to it. I had an earlier conversations with the guy I’m dating that I didn’t like very much–or rather he did something I didn’t like very much.
Actually I prefer warm, chocolate chip cookies.
You Are a Fortune Cookie |
 You’re a rather normal person, except that you have extraordinary luck in life. People want to be around you (even when they’re a little sick of you), in hopes of being lucky too! |
My mother is here visiting for aobut a week. This weekend she’s in the Landmark Forum, so it’s quiet here right now. It will be nice when it’s over to have a couple of days with her. I haven’t seen her in a year since we live so far away. We talk several times a week though. I’m busy getting housework done while she’s away all day.
This song was playing in my head this morning. I know it is a Beatles song, but I had to check out George Michael’s version. I had no idea George Michael had such a voice. The pop songs he does certainly don’t show it.
Well it wasn’t what I expected. His request for what I should wear lead me to believe that we were going out somewhere, which we did, but it didn’t require any special dress. So the evening involved melted chocolate. I will leave the rest to your imagination. I loved it, and so did he.
I heard this song playing in my head this morning. Out of nowhere. It’s not even a song I would hear or play frequently. Here it is.
I feel busy, yet I’m not. I have a lot to do, and yet I don’t. It’s late morning as I write this. Because I have had other things to take care of, I am just now getting ready for my day.
You Belong in LA |
 Forget living in a dirty, cold city - you’ll take the beach instead. Celebrity sightings, trendy restaurants, and clubbing all night are more your thing. And who knows? You might become the next beautiful person the paparazzi stalks! |
I don’t know why I was bummed Friday night and Saturday morning. By the afternoon, all of that went away. It certainly wasn’t anything that J did. In fact, I may see him today. Our lives are pretty full of things to do. I’m not concerned today. I can sit and think about how we don’t have enough time together, or I can enjoy the time we do have. I’m sticking with the latter.
