After watching another person who is in the same leadership program lead several times but not to enough people to meet the criteria, I wonder if my leading just a few weeks ago was just plain luck. I had my share of disappointment and failed attempts. However because she had been unable to put together a group of people to lead to, I offered my guests at my house. As Sunday went by, more and more people were unable to make it. I had no one at the last minute either even though I asked. I know the crazy and chaotic circumstances that surrounded my lead. Yet, on one level I know that I caused it to happen. It could have gone another way, and it didn’t.