I am waiting to see how accurate these things are.

You Have Him Totally Hooked

Your guy is all yours - and happily so. He loves being around you, and he totally sees you as a couple. It looks like you two have a great future together - if you want it!

I’m much less lost as of yesterday. In fact, I’m seeing things and people much more clear. It’s weird that it just flippped like that. I have lots to do this week, and I have to get ready for my mother coming here in about two weeks.

I didn’t get everything done on my list yesterday, although I got sutff done that wasn’t on the list. I even had to move a scheduled activity so I could see J this week. It looks like our schedules aren’t matching up very well right now. Since he lost his entire PDA calendar and had no backup, he has no idea what his schedule will be. I’m hoping that he got it fixed because that would drive me nuts. I went to watch him paly hockey, which I haven’t done before because he hasn’t asked. I don’t know why he asked exactly, but it was fun.

It’s the day of the to-do list. I have created quite a list. More will be added as the day goes on. I finally got the first draft of my novel printed off so I can do some editing on paper and others can read it. I can’t believe that I’ve had requests to read it. It’s quite rough, but that doesn’t stop anyone. That would have been one of my to-dos today, but I took care of it yesterday.

Oh, I just noticed that I have reached 502 posts now. Wow!

I have got to find a job. It’s just not working out as well as I would like. It’s not so easy out there. I’ve been asked if I would move (not by employers), which I’m not eager to do.  I certainly don’t want a long commute, and I know what I am asking for is reasonable. There are tons of companies out here, and tons who hire poeple with my experience. Now, I just have to find them, and they have to find me. Or I need to create my own job. I haven’t quite figured that one out yet.

While I’m less lost, I’m still looking for who I am. I’m sitting in the uncertainty. I really hate the uncertainty. I much prefer certainty, which makes complete sense when I consider what I’ve done with my life (chemistry, science).

Lost isn’t such a bad place after all. I have been sitting in not knowing who I am for several days now. By talking to someone this morning, I realized that not knowing is good and that I don’t have to create who I am. I would make it as something new I “have” to be. If I don’t know, I can create it every moment.

Yet another…

Hmm. True or not, it’s interesting.

Your Birthdate: January 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June

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