The leadership program I signed up for is nearly beginning. I have a fairly full schedule this week with volunteering (not the word they use, but truly what it is). Every day I wonder what I signed up for and wonder if I will finish. Lots don’t.

I got into gear today and nearly completed my project from the last course. It took looking at my calendar and seeing how full it is getting to realize that I absolutely had to finish soon. I have a few minor things to take care of now and then, but nothing very urgent.

The latest seminar I signed up for has us get into small groups. Guess who is a leader again? Of course. I swear they were all looking at me as their leader before any introductions were made. Can they follow a simple request to respond to an email? No. Here we go again. But we all leave near each other, so I’m sure we can meet many times. That’s the plan, but they don’t realize it yet. I know I should be honored to be the leader. Being the leader isn’t so bad, except that I get annoyed and upset when the group doesn’t take the course seriously. Nothing like people doing things half-a**ed to irritate me. Me? I’m all or nothing. There is no in between.