I think I spent the better part of the day on the phone. I’m so tired of the phone. After the two long weekends of Landmark, I am not finished. There’s a seminar class that lasts 10 sessions after the first seminar. Silly me. I once again volunteered to be a group leader. Now I want to strangle the group members. Can they show up on time? No. Can they make meetings? No. Can they do the assignments? No. Although I can’t say that I’ve seriously done the assignment this week, even though I’ve been on the phone constantly. I suppose I can count the conversation I had today with those of the group who chose to show up. Now I need several more to complete the assignment. I’m dealing with everyone else’s stuff but my own. And since I am dealing with others’ stuff, I talk with other friends about how I’m dealing with this stuff. Make any sense? Probably not, but it makes some sense to me. Often, I’m lost. I feel like I don’t know what I’m doing. Oh, and I have one nasty sinus infection to go along with all this. It began on Monday. Now, I’m barely able to breathe. I’m now a literal mouth-breather. No, that is not some comment on my mental capacity, although it too has diminished due to the killer headache that accompanies these infections. If this infection doesn’t get me, the people around me will.