Ever had a cosmic kick in the pants? (This is a PG-13 rated blog, so I keep the swearing to a minimum.) I got one this weekend. I feel a little like I got hit by truck. This all began on Saturday. I suppose I could say it began when I took the first course last weekend, but that class had me euphoric. The next course was this weekend. I had the time, so I went. I thought it was better to take it soon. While it reinforces the previous course, this one requires you to dig deeper. To see who you have been. Trust me, it’s not nice. Nor is it fun to face who you have been to others. In fact, it sucks. Going any deeper seems a little too confessional to be put on this blog.